A bridge supports all the weight put on it right? Yea, but what happens when the weight gets to much. The bridge is always supported by the ground. It's simple.

Then how is there a hard question posed by those oh so simple facts?

What supports the ground?



Some one I considered a good friend told me that the ground is supported by the ground around it. The day I asked him that, I was feeling pretty shitty, and that Made me feel better. The neck day, I spent half of my time pulling the knife he left in my back, out.

I recently got a new car.
I got a new phone.

Why can't I look at the good things?

I have been cutting the small number of friend I have smaller and smaller. The people I have close to me are all so far away. I have screwed up all the best relationships I've ever had. I keep a few close friends, And I can't explain how lucky I am to know those people.

I hate acting all sad, I try and be happy always. But all my journals are depressing. I guess this is kind of my only outlet.
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I try to keep drawing.. I got some new watercolor pencils that have been fun as hell, But I have so little inspiration... My friends treating me like shit has really been a drain on that. Work has been really rough. I love my job, But I work so much, my schedule is always changing and Every one I work with kind of sucks. I am so sick of the people I care about, liking every one better then me. Whether that's true or not, It's how I feel at this moment. I am often delusional about how people feel about me, and it creates a lot of drama within my self. I hate it. I am going to stop boring you all with this now, If you read all of it, Thank you. Leave a comment, I want to hear what you have to say, Even if me being emo like this just pisses you off. Tell me what you've thinking about.